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Saturday, March 27, 2004

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 06:23:57 GMT

So I went to get my stuff from Candice today. We ended up talking and I stayed untill 11, we played video games and ate dinner. It was depressing but kind of fun. I still can't believe what she did to me. I'm sure I'll eventually get over it. She wants to stay friends but I just can't, everytime I look at her I envision my child and what happened to him/her. So it'd be best that I just stay away. "Give it time" good advice, yet I still don't like it. Oh well.

I only got to talk to Megann for a few minutes today. I wish her all the luck on her SAT tests tomorrow. From what I hear she's really smart so I'm sure she'll do good.

I'm probably going to go to the mall tomorrow with Ian and Mark. Probably hit the arcade, I only have $30.00 though. Oh well. Mark, I know you read this so call Ian tomorrow morning as soon as you wake up. Yeah incase everyone didn't know I live with Ian now after Candi and I broke up, I'm hoping to maybe move back to Hershey, Carl invited to give me a place to live after Ian's mom gets fed up with having me around. It shouldn't be too bad but I'm probably going to be here for atleast a month. So just letting everyone know.

Alright well I have to get to bed, I need to be up semi-early tomorrow. Megann, if I don't get to talk to you tomorrow before I go to the mall send me a nice e-mail.

-Alex

Friday, March 26, 2004

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 11:14:12 GMT

So Candice and I are finally over. She sent me an e-mail appologizing and said that it'd be best I not talk to her anymore because the thought of what she did hurts her. I personally think that's bullshit but if it's what she wants. If you want to know what happened between her and I just ask and I'll make a private post that only those who ask nicely can read, and I'll explain everything, unless you already know. So I'm living with Ian now, his mom's not too peachy but she's nice...to my face atleast. God knows what that woman says when she turns her head away from me, well actually everyone but me. The whole DeviantArt subscription thing is closed. Those who I said I would give them Subscriptions I will do so once PayPal stops being gay.

Well I'm going to go finish talking to Megann then I'm going to go to bed. My eyes feel like they're melting. I should be online when everyone gets home from school, around 5 I'm going to get the rest of my stuff from Candice's. That shouldn't take me more than an hour unless she plays childish mind games with me.

I hope you feel better Shauna. Don't listen to other people it's REALLY not worth it, especially the one(s) who's hurting you the most. As I said, finishing up talking to Megann then bed. If I have any weird dreams I'll post them.

-Alex

Friday, March 26, 2004

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 08:39:24 GMT

-No one deserves to die alone-

I won't let that happen to anyone. If the time comes, I'm ready.

Thursday, March 25, 2004

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 22:02:22 GMT

Lame ass online journals. I'm being forced to make one. I doubt I'll be opening up much on here. I'm probably going to be made to open a LiveJournal account too. Whatever. Leave me some comments, maybe I'll have a reason to stay on here. Maybe not.

Love to my friends

(Shauna, no more pestering me for things! LOL)

Oh yeah, I just got a PayPal account and I'll be giving out DeviantArt subscriptions so if you take DeviantArt serious enough and want one E-mail me ASAP, I don't know how long I'll be in this good mood. (Insrne@hotmail.com) I may just be giving one to you unwillingly just because you're my friend. If you really don't want it let me know.

DeviantArt list sofar:
-Shauna
-Megann
-Christian
-Vikki